Fiending.....

Have I got it bad? No, its alot different than that feeling of awkward which makes you feel like an incomplete being.

Who knows? It could easily be that a fiend for a fuck has a small useless presence. I feel like I'm running out of time. Waiting till the time seems right, or for the circumstances to take a drastic change in my favor, to increase the friendship and relationship that I want to be present. Next week might decide my fate and the cards can only tell so much of our faith. I feel like I have to be bold.

I feel like I have to do or say something drastic, something bold that will make you change your mind, something that will make you gain interest in me.

But I stay here in this hopeless bound to fail situation. Yes I stay here, watching from a distance: fiending for your attention, affection and time.

looking for an escape from "A Quick Fiend".