Tragic But True

"“If it was so, it might be; and if it were so, it would be; but as it isn’t, it ain’t. That’s logic.”"

To simplify the above statement, We were not meant to be darling.

<3 

Long time no see?

I just had a quick skim through my blog. Its been a long while since ive bothered to update

this. Well that's not completely true, its just been a while since ive been able to actually 

sort out how I feel about my self. In order for me to be able to actually efficiently organize my thoughts, feelings, and vices in a coherent and orderly fashion. 

Truth is I had forgotten why I had made this originally. I'm happy I was able to read over 

the text which had typed. It was refreshing to see past thoughts and feelings that I had

populate a small space on the internet in the form of computerized charachters. 

It's good to be back. Its good to remember why I'm with none of those woman I fell in love 

with. Well not in "Love", more or less infatuated with.  For now I still have some things that I 

need to work out. After that then I think I'll be ok.

Should it be left in the past?

Has something from your past come back to haunt you.

Nothing bad of course just an incorrect decision which you wish that you 

could change.  Under the same or different circumstances in order for the events that took 

place to be changed, altered, to be different. I suppose this is what 

a well educated person would name this feeling "regret". Yes, I have some regrets as most of 

us probably do. But this one is something that ill have no choice but to live with. Bite my

teeth as hard as possible, look forward and move on. I miss you, so dearly. I miss calling you,

I miss talking to you, I miss holding you, I miss the very thought and reality of having you.

I still love you,

I Still Feel You.