Tip of the Iceberg

Ok well its been far too long since ive taken some well deserved time to update this. I feel as if ive used this to start off posts a time to many. The Rig appears to be in prestine running condition. It's almost makes me sad to think that I'll either sell it or put it out of its misery (scrap it). I feel I've been long over due for something more turbocharged.  On another note Ive been smitten. The next few weeks will be pretty intense.

Your Love Is Black.....

Look out to the calm sea
I don't know why 
that I
want to cry
when I feel 
this high

Nature seems to know me
so many times
shes been below me
and so i sing and we dream
as my soul she tries to live

seems i lost my way last night
but i was reborn by daylight
seems i get another chance
another chance to dance away

now you bring your lovin back
but don't you know your love is black
and now you're hear pouring in the dark
cuz you cant see inside my heart
my heart....
my heart....

look out
your love is black
look out 
your love is black
look out..
your love...
is black...

close my eyes 
and i can breathe 
i can feel
what is right 
what is true 
what is real

seems you lost your way last night
and you were back here by daylight
now your words are black and cold
and your lines are tired and old
nature is calming me
cuz your love was harmin me
and now i shed that coat of arm
i wasn't safe there in your arms

look out
your love is black
look out
your love is black
look out..
yourlove..
is black...

(speaking) : lost my way
its true i loved you once
its true you were once mine

lost my way

ooooo

lost my way....
lost my way....

cuz i lost my way
i lost my way
i lossstt my wayy..
lost my wayy..
lost my way..

Stress..... =(

Ive been feeling really stressed out these days. Overall I feel my life sucks in all manor of  ways. 1. Social Life has taken probably the biggest blow ever. its at an all time

super, sad low.

2. My best friend A) shes no where to be found. I hope shes doing well.

Well best friend B) hes busy as hell these days with work and such. I guess theres no real reason to complain about his absense.

3. Feeling some what stressed out about this girl I like. the situation feels like

its being forced into working out. I just want things to happen naturally. I just want shit to happen like the good old days. I want to fall in love the old fashioned way. Well I can at least assume things will get better. I mean they cant be really this bad. Shit, im so pathetic for even thinking the low gravity of my small lifes problems to be even considered as a problem.  Maybe im just growing up way to fast for my own good.

Fuck.

Finally??...

So the person who had been ignoring you finally replied. 

Is it to late to save everything? No, Not save everything. Nothing was lost.

Things and people just seemed to have changed. When the opportunity arries 

to rekingle old friendship, take it. Leave all that was in the past. Start fresh a new.

Ninja///

When SOMEONE Leaves you....

When someone decides to walk out of you life.

What do you do? Do you wait for them to come back and apologize for what they have

wronged upon you? Do you accept their apology? 

Fuck it. Fuck them. Fuck everything.

You gave it yout all. You contacted them as much as possible. I've

given the opportunity for making up. Countless times/ways.

Its finally time for me to move on.

When someone walks away from you. You dont wait around. You move on.

Pick yourself up.  You Change. Not for the bad. But for the good.

Cheers for brighter days and memories of nightmares.

Change.

Iv'e made up my mind. 

Its finally time for true change, bigger and better things to do.

Time to move on. Time to leave stupid shit in the past.

Outcome? = Awesome. Maybe ill be better off anyways. Its clear

an outcome was  decided from long ago anyways. Overal thoughts = shitty deal.

Brown eyes....

No surprise I got lost in your brown eyes......